10th Grades

As i sat dere in English class, i stared at da gal next 2 me. C was my so called "best frn". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished c were mine, but c didnt notice me like dat. Nd i knew it. After class c walked up 2 me nd asked me 4 da notes c had missed da day b4, nd i handed dem 2 her. C said "thnx" nd gave me a kiss on da check. I wanted 2 tell her. I wanted her 2 no dat i dont want 2 b jus frns. I love her, but i m jus 2 shy. And i dont no wy............

11th Grade

Da fone rang. It was her on da other end. She was in tears, mumbling on nd on about how her love had broke her heart. C asked me 2 come over bcoz c didnt want 2 b alone, so i did. As i sat next 2 her on da sofa, i stared at her soft eyes, wishing c was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, nd 3 bags of chips, c decided 2 g 2 sleep. C looked at me n said "thnx" nd gave a kiss on da check. I want 2 tell her. I want her 2 no dat i dont want 2 b jus frens. I love her, but im jus 2 shy. Nd i dont no wy............

12th Grade

Da day b4 prom c walked 2 my locker. "My date is sick", c said. He's not going 2 go. Well i didnt have a date nd in 7th grade we made a promise dat if neither of us had a date we wud go 2gether just as "best frens", so we did. Prom night after evrything was over i was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. C smiled at me nd stared at me wid her crystal eyes. I want her 2 b mine, but c dosent think of me like dat, nd i knew it. Den c said,"I had da best time, thnx!" nd gave me a kiss on da check. I want 2 tell her, I want her 2 no dat i dont want 2 b jus frenz. I love her, but im just 2 shy. Nd i dont no wy.............

Graduation Day

A day passed. A week passed. A month pased. B4 i cud blink, it was graduation day.I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage 2 get her diploma.I wanted her 2 b mine, but c didnt notice me like dat, nd i knew it. B4 evry1 went home, c came 2 me on her smock nd hat, nd c cried as i hugged her. Den c lifted her head frm my shoulder nd said "U r my best frend, thnx!" nd gave me a kiss on da check. I want 2 tell her. I want her 2 no dat i dont want 2 b jus frens. I love her, but im jus 2 shy. Nd i dont no wy..............

A Few Years Later

Now, i sit in da pews of da church. C is getting married, now. I watched her say "I do" nd drive off 2 her new life, married 2 another man. I wanted her 2 be mine but c didnt see me like dat, nd i knew it. But b4 c drove away, c came 2 me nd said,"you came!". C said "thnx" nd kissed me on da check. I want her 2 b mine. I want her 2 no dat i dont want 2 b jus frens. I love her, but im jus 2 shy. Nd i dont no wy...............

cccccccFuneral

Years passed, nd i looked down at da coffin of da gal who used 2 b my best fren. At da service dey read a diary entry c had wrote in her high school. Dis is wat it read:
"I stared at him wishing he were mine. But he dosent notice me like dat, nd i knew it. I want 2 tell him. I want him 2 no dat i dont want 2 b just frens. I love him, but im jus 2 shy. Nd i dont no wy. I wish he wud tell me he loved me."
     I wish i did 2, i thought 2 myself, nd i cried.